Wow. Just wow. What a great month to start the year! So yesterday I heard that the results for ACET will be out today. I have practice this morning 8am - 12nn. I arrived at the house at around 1 and I immediately opened the TV and saw that SHINee's World Date is airing and I got a bit excited and forgot about the ACET thing and was shocked too to see Jessy Mendiola with Key & Jonghyun! When I saw her I immediately thought of tweeting her and opened the laptop and logged in to twitter! As I was scrolling down my timeline all I see is tweets about the ACET so I got nervous. I then went to the Ateneo de Manila site but it crashed since the results have been out online just this 12nn so many are on the website to check their results so I kept on refreshing the page until the site appears! And there.. I saw the input boxes for the name to see your results! My heart is again pounding like crazy.. I typed my Family Name first, then my First Name and lastly my Middle Name when I'm done typing all I need is just to click the Search button and see my results! I was extra nervous that time that I think my heart is going to jump out from my chest! And then there, I clicked search! and then BOOM! I wasn't accepted again! Twice in one week! Kill me now! :((((( I really studied for that exam and I really tried my best to answer all the questions but I guess i'm not smart enough to pass their standards :( I'm really sad right now I can cry a river! I'm really bobo! I'm really ashamed for myself and so embarrass to tell my mom about it because I know she's paid enough for my review just to be sure I get admitted to AdMU or La Salle but I let her down again this time! I disappointed her again! I'm such a useless daughter! I just want to kill myself so she'd be happy she won't pay again for my badminton and for my studies! She'll be free then! She can then enjoy herself and get everything she wants! I really feel sorry for my mom because she was expecting a lot! She really prayed for me and wished me good luck! She was always there to help me but this is the only thing I can give her in return, failed entrance exam results! :((((((
please please kill me now! I'm having mental breakdown I don't think I can write more
, Kim
