it had been awhile since I last talked to him, I think the last time we did was a month ago until yesterday. I thought I'd be sad because of it but guess what! I was not instead I was happy. I am happy. It started yesterday when I saw him at the cafeteria. Usually, whenever I see him around my heart just flatters, I smile unconsciously and I get shy even though I know he did not see me. But today it was completely different. It wasn't like that anymore! I didn't get the butterflies and it felt like the feelings just went away! You guys remember the blog I wrote about three weeks ago? When I said I hope that day will hopefully arrive where I get to see him and I could say, Finally. I thought that day wouldn't come, but it did! Guys it did! ahhh! my feels! I'm so happy right now I could die! Finally, the pain and the suffering will be over! I really believe God has a better plan for me for not giving me the chance to be with J... haha! That's all!! Im really happy :)
Kim
